1. Codes we developed:
Family, friends, doctors that helped with decision-making
Individual ownership of decision
The burden of the decision as expressed by time, money, and stress
The lack of support as a barrier to decision-making
Age as a factor in decision-making
Satisfaction with decision based on outcome
Experience as a factor to current/future medical decision-making
The view of the decision: life or death vs. quality of life
Here are some examples of codes we kept:
Satisfaction with decision based on outcome:
“…the best decision I could have made because after the surgery, they did another biopsy and I knew exactly where I stood…it came out clean…”
Decision-making viewed as life or death:
“…the main thing I would consider was my life, not the side effects.”
“what would give me the best chance of surviving prostate cancer”
Experience as a factor to current/future medical decision-making:
“when I’m up for another decision…I’d like to know the procedure…”
“…I don’t want to have machines keeping me going like your mother-in-law and it lasted 9 months; it was 9 months of torture…”
“One of our animals got hurt. We shot him because we couldn’t save him…”
“Dr. Kevorkian…I think he had the right idea…”
2. Experiences applying the code to my data: experience as a factor to current/future medical decision-making.
My experiences with applying this code to my data were meaningful. When I went back through to re-read the transcript, I was able to find more examples of this throughout the transcript that I had not initially noted.
3. Self-reflexive and substantive memos:
The members of this focus group are using their experience to ground their decision. They are also using experiences to express what is important to them or what they would want for themselves in that situation, as well. Interestingly, they use not only personal experiences, such as previous decisions about proceeding with an operation but also their family member’s experiences, as noted with the mother-in-law being “tortured”. Interestingly, they used the example of Dr. Kevorkian, as well, to express their thoughts on end-of-life care and what they value. Dr. Kevorkian is a public figure and his story of physician assisted suicide may be an example of what this person would want for him/herself—comfort when faced with terminal illness, having the right to make the decision as to how to die. I think there is also an element of not having to make the decision as to when to die and having this decision made for you. The participant talks about the experience of shooting the animals when they couldn’t be saved.